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Into the Void

25th June, 2007. 9:07 am. i feel sick

this is my last week at EMC. I feel sick today. Either from lack of sleep last night or the birth pangs of a new reality... zavralsya a little. I just want to smoke and disappear into the car for a while. I really feel sick today. I want to disappear.

I hate talking to people and telling them what I'm doing. I want to say, I have no idea, but nobody buys that answer. What is really going on, come on!? what is really happening?

I just feel sick.

New reality next week.

I don't want to face it.

Lots of changes coming on, initiated by me.

Big changes.

AM I MAKING A MISTAKE?

WHO WILL BE TO BLAME? just me.
WHO WILL SUFFER? me + the world.

Make Notes

25th June, 2007. 1:23 pm.

to make a long story short, we're getting help with the move

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